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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Jryski » 10 May 2019, 01:44

Victor_Laszlo wrote:
Jryski wrote:
poolerboy0077 wrote:
Jryski wrote:I was thinking about foreskin but now I'm just thinking about sti testing.

What about the foreskin were you thinking of?

I was just thinking of how nice and soft they are. It's also pretty cool how guys with foreskin are more sensitive than guys that don't. It takes less time to get a guy moaning and squirming during a hj when they have a foreskin. It's hot as hell. Cut guys make my wrists hurt. :3

I was thinking of sti testing cuz some dude posted a questionaire about it and I read it and stuff.


What if we dont like handjobs. :pfft:


Then a bj I guess?
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby poolerboy0077 » 10 May 2019, 02:34

Jryski wrote:
Victor_Laszlo wrote:
Jryski wrote:
poolerboy0077 wrote:
Jryski wrote:I was thinking about foreskin but now I'm just thinking about sti testing.

What about the foreskin were you thinking of?

I was just thinking of how nice and soft they are. It's also pretty cool how guys with foreskin are more sensitive than guys that don't. It takes less time to get a guy moaning and squirming during a hj when they have a foreskin. It's hot as hell. Cut guys make my wrists hurt. :3

I was thinking of sti testing cuz some dude posted a questionaire about it and I read it and stuff.


What if we dont like handjobs. :pfft:


Then a bj I guess?

Please sit on my face and be done with it.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Jryski » 10 May 2019, 04:28

Please sit on my face and be done with it.[/quote]
I'm not DannyBoy99 lol. He's the one with the cute butt.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Derek » 10 May 2019, 05:08

Please, sit on his face. Sit on his face and hold it down until he asphyxiates and we can all finally be done with it.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby erti » 10 May 2019, 05:27

Victor_Laszlo wrote:I wouldn't listen to them much. There clearly talking nonsense.

Hope you have a good appointment with your therapists tomorrow. Just keep your journal and take it with you.

Good luck Jess. :hug:


Thanks Victor... :)

I also want to talk to her about my trauma too. I wrote down some of the abuse i went through as a child. The rape and sexual abuse from my moms ex boyfriend from ages 2/3 - 7 years old. The part with my dad locking me and my siblings in bedrooms for days without food and hygiene and at one point try to kidnap me and wouldn't let me talk to my mom or grandmother. Uncle who clearly was under the influenced of drugs (crack was his choice) threatening me with knifes and stab a knife into the table and told me he was gonna cut my head off if i misbehave. Then my other uncle throwing me across a room and grabbing me by my hair and slamming me on the ground. Mom calling me a lazy bitch, holding me down with her feet while I was having a mental breakdown (clearly i was showing signs of mental illness), and leaving bruises on my arms after punching and grabbing me. In high school said she can now beat my ass because i'm no longer a child and it's no longer child abuse. Basically taking her angry out on me. I remember living in shitty conditions as a child before my mom met my stepdad. We were poor and lived in homes with mice and roaches all over the place... grandmother hording animals in the house we were living in at one point. Flunked second grade because i missed 42 days of school for untreated head lice. I wasn't taught how to read until i was 9 years old by my stepdad. I sometimes dismiss my abuse because i wasn't beaten half to death. Something i need to work on.

Sorry guys. don't mean to turn this into a pity party. It's just on my mind. It helps typing it down. PTSD and Schizophrenia is horrible. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I wouldn't wish what i went through and going through with anyone.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby poolerboy0077 » 10 May 2019, 15:27

Derek wrote:Please, sit on his face. Sit on his face and hold it down until he asphyxiates and we can all finally be done with it.

That’s the sweetest thing anyone has ever said. :cry:
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Victor_Laszlo » 10 May 2019, 15:42

poolerboy0077 wrote:
Derek wrote:Please, sit on his face. Sit on his face and hold it down until he asphyxiates and we can all finally be done with it.

That’s the sweetest thing anyone has ever said. :cry:


This made me lol.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Derek » 10 May 2019, 16:06

poolerboy0077 wrote:
Derek wrote:Please, sit on his face. Sit on his face and hold it down until he asphyxiates and we can all finally be done with it.

That’s the sweetest thing anyone has ever said. :cry:

If Jorah gets the death he would have chosen, then so should you.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby ceez » 10 May 2019, 18:14

Why do I keep attracting people that try to treat me like shit? I don't understand, it starts off as a good friendship, lots of stuff in common then it's just constant insults. I don't know what it is I'm doing or how to find out.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Severelius » 10 May 2019, 19:48

Gotta find ways to fill my time over Monday night, most of Tuesday, and Wednesday morning in London when I know fuck all about London outside of the theatres.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby erti » 10 May 2019, 20:37

So, got back from my therapist. She read the trauma stuff. Asked me a couple questions and that was sorry it happened to me. asked me if there's anything i needed to work on in that front. I told her I don't know but i do get flashbacks and nightmares.

As for the other stuff she asked me about strength and if I really believe i had it. I said no I don't believe it and she brought up a Hercules reference and he might of not had felt like he had strength all the time. She read more about what i wrote down and laughed at the part where I said it was hard to masturbate with the spirits staring at me. :lol: At least she had a sense of humor. I forgot i wrote the down. Overall it was good i guess. she made me write 5 things true and 3 things that aren't true about me...

True
- I have loving friends
- I'm kind
- I have some intelligence
- My therapist thinks i'm funny
- good listener

Not True
- worthless
- can fly
- i don't have purpose

Not quite sure what to think about this session. I'm going to continue write shit down. I'm also going to try to start drawing more. Got my cord in the mail today and listening to music at the moment.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby erti » 12 May 2019, 09:27

Inner conflict with myself. What people tell me and what I believe to be true. When is this Saphris suppose to help? When is treatment suppose to help? Is my premonitions true? Am I really going to die soon? It seems so real. I'm scared. They're telling me I'm going to die soon in my sleep. nothing is calming me down. The dead can predict the future. I'm going to die soon. I'm not ready to die. Death is unpleasant, uncomfortable, and everlasting without inner peace. I want inner peace and then I'd be ready to die. I almost died in my sleep last night. luckily i woke up. I don't want to sleep ever again.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Closetfreak » 12 May 2019, 19:10

thinking about ... What is the intended age range for this forum . . . .
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Victor_Laszlo » 12 May 2019, 22:57

Closetfreak wrote:thinking about ... What is the intended age range for this forum . . . .


The intended age rage is adults. But just recently the age limit was lowered from 18 to 16 due to the forum for teens getting closed. ;)
"The trouble with having an open mind, of course, is that people will insist on coming along and trying to put things in it." Terry Prachett

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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby erti » 13 May 2019, 05:02

I feel much better after taking 50mg of Benadryl for dystonia from the saphris. Gonna call my pdoc tomorrow. Until then I’m staying up all night. I thinking things are hopeless.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Victor_Laszlo » 13 May 2019, 17:09

This weekend i discovered a web cam couple.
And im really into them. :keke:

Not giving them my money though. :lol:
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Ant » 13 May 2019, 17:22

Wondering whether to accepts EE's early upgrade offer for a Galaxy S10 at £60 per month plus a one-off upfront fee. So tempted, but £60/month is pretty steep.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Ant » 13 May 2019, 18:05

Ant wrote:Wondering whether to accepts EE's early upgrade offer for a Galaxy S10 at £60 per month plus a one-off upfront fee. So tantalizingly tempted, but £60/month is pretty steep.
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Re: What are you thinking at the moment?

Unread postby Marmaduke » 13 May 2019, 18:11

Ok, you’re just fucking with me now. Stop playing up your blandness.
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