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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Severelius » 24 August 2020, 21:58

Someday I'll be able to own shoes that don't give me fucking blisters.... someday....
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby dragonfire » 24 August 2020, 22:17

I feel kind of sad and low and needy and that's not going away. This site is amazing but maybe it's not what I needed right now. I need to get my life together because this is no way to live.
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby erti » 24 August 2020, 22:56

dragonfire wrote:I feel kind of sad and low and needy and that's not going away. This site is amazing but maybe it's not what I needed right now. I need to get my life together because this is no way to live.


It's better to have support here when you don't have support in real life. You sound like you need some guidance and a shoulder to cry on when things get bad. Most I can say is try to get into counseling and such. Try therapy out first and if need be you can try medicine.
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby dragonfire » 24 August 2020, 23:04

erti wrote:It's better to have support here when you don't have support in real life. You sound like you need some guidance and a shoulder to cry on when things get bad. Most I can say is try to get into counseling and such. Try therapy out first and if need be you can try medicine.


I've been having therapy since last year and it's now ended. I'm on and off all kinds of meds, sometimes for only days at a time before the side effects get too much and I quit. My only friend is my ex and I constantly have to limit how much affection I give him to not be clingy or needy or make things awkward. And the worst part is that even though me being here is me trying to interact with more people, I don't want to know anyone else. At least not closely. It's like a catch 22. Broadcasting myself online helps when people like you are kind enough to help, and I'm so grateful, but it also makes me feel vulnerable and like I want to hide away. But when I have nowhere to vent my feelings I get restless and go looking for new people to talk to even though I don't really want to form any new friendships or relationships. I'm kind of a mess huh.
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby erti » 24 August 2020, 23:11

dragonfire wrote:
erti wrote:It's better to have support here when you don't have support in real life. You sound like you need some guidance and a shoulder to cry on when things get bad. Most I can say is try to get into counseling and such. Try therapy out first and if need be you can try medicine.


I've been having therapy since last year and it's now ended. I'm on and off all kinds of meds, sometimes for only days at a time before the side effects get too much and I quit. My only friend is my ex and I constantly have to limit how much affection I give him to not be clingy or needy or make things awkward. And the worst part is that even though me being here is me trying to interact with more people, I don't want to know anyone else. At least not closely. It's like a catch 22. Broadcasting myself online helps when people like you are kind enough to help, and I'm so grateful, but it also makes me feel vulnerable and like I want to hide away. But when I have nowhere to vent my feelings I get restless and go looking for new people to talk to even though I don't really want to form any new friendships or relationships. I'm kind of a mess huh.


So you're not looking for friends because it makes you vulnerable and the so called "friends" stabs you in the back? I get that. I don't know you and I'm more open to having friends but I respect your wishes. I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia so I can understand how the brain can play tricks on you.
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby erti » 25 August 2020, 04:28

Lol lovely
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Jzone » 25 August 2020, 04:38

Has Brenden's account been hacked? I find this hard to believe.
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Derek » 25 August 2020, 04:39

I'll add that to my "Things I don't need to know about Brenden and René" folder.
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Jzone » 25 August 2020, 04:50

Are there psychedelics involved in today's activities...?
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Jzone » 25 August 2020, 05:03

Far be it for me to interfere with René's readiness for sex. You boys are going to have to sort this out. You are in the states atm, so hopefully you have a sympathetic tie-breaker with you.
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby poolerboy0077 » 25 August 2020, 05:21

Derek wrote:I'll add that to my "Things I don't need to know about Brenden and René" folder.

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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Severelius » 25 August 2020, 11:10

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:squint:

Have you considered getting a spray-bottle of water, to train him against such behaviour as one would train an unruly cat?
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Jasper1 » 25 August 2020, 11:48

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I’m not usually speechless! :shrug:
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Subra » 27 August 2020, 16:43

Ok then.
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Re: What put a frown on your face today?

Unread postby Severelius » 1 September 2020, 18:35

My social awkwardness and idiocy just cost me £5. God damn it.
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