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Unread postby Skonepad » 2 September 2021, 07:04

Hello, my name is Nathan Rogers. I am 36 years old. I have had a foot fetish ever since I was a little boy, it just didn’t become sexual. The older I got I realized that I am non binary about it. I don’t know, somehow there is a different kind of attraction towards men that women could never give me. An attraction that allows me to feel more in tune with my feminine side. To be honest, sometimes I am the one that wants a hero, instead of always trying to be the hero myself. Relationships are about equal yes? To get back what you give. I know I like women, trans, men. I am just not so sure how deep it goes, but lately I have been getting erections for men more than women. I know I have had some experiences with guys, and a guy kissing me doesn’t freak me out. Even in public. To me, love shouldn’t hide. It should bloom and grow. Because believe me, when you find a great partner you love deeply, nothing is going to stop you. It will be whom ever you love and you against the world, and it will be the others whom disagree in society that will lose. I am just looking for a love that is deep, connected, have each others backs and can be each others saviors and can both become vulnerable to each other to open up or cry in each others arms where we can feel safe and not judged. But I won’t lie, at this moment in time, I am the one needing saving and to help me pick up the pieces of my shattered self. Speaking my feelings, being open, regardless if it makes me sound weak, it comes easier for me to do. I might not always find the words or the right ones, but I am open about myself, even though I may be conflicted and have a war in my mind. I feel so stretched out sometimes and tend to seek full understanding and knowing who I am. Even though there is never a true way to exactly know yourself completely because everyday is the chance of changing, and over time people do change. Let me put it this way, I know myself enough that all genders can turn me on, it doesn’t matter how much I love women, certain types anyway. But I do indeed love guys as well, they give me a certain kind of attraction that women cannot give me. And personally I tend to miss guys more than the women. Take the game Mass Effect for example, I missed Kaidan Alenko more than I missed Ashley when having to choose who to save. Not that I wasn’t attracted to Ashley, but Kaidan Alenko was more down to earth and could be more serious and not joke all the time. I actually felt depressed and even cried when choosing to save Ashley instead of Kaidan. Anyway, before I forget why I am posting here and talking about games. I hope me not being strictly about loving guys isn’t a problem. The fact that men can turn me on at all and something I can fantasize about, I don’t care if it starts with the feet (as long as they are nice enough) We all started somewhere with some kind of attraction that became more. I just don’t need me still liking women and trans to not be a problem, otherwise I will get mad. Never throw that in my face. If I am with you, I am with you, case closed. Don’t make me put a collar around your neck and show you just how much of a master I can be. ;P ^_^.
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Re: Hello, new here *kisses and hugs*

Unread postby Skonepad » 2 September 2021, 07:12

PS: Before you ask, I was tested once because my girlfriend was worried because I couldn't stay erected long enough, the doctor stuck his finger up my ass and I liked it, and then requested it from my girlfriend at the time, and also why when having to use number 2 I tend to hold on to it for a bit because somehow it feels good. *shrug* It is only because it presses my G spot.
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