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I feel like an imposter

Unread postby Catharsis1072 » 29 October 2022, 02:40

Hello everyone!
Greetings from Missouri.

I feel as if I'm an imposter here...not that I haven't had same sex experiences, but here after 40, having almost 20 years since those care free days of my youth, the memory is as a fuzzy dream a little to far from waking up to recall fully.
The thing is, I may not be active, but by my blue balls I want to be.

I love pussy, LOVE it!...but I also love a beautiful cock.

Recently, due to a combination of age, injury, and a change in libido I have discovered a new love/fetish for anal toys...so much so that I had begun the quest for that mind blowing, body quaking, leg shaking big "O" that so many have spoken of as some ancient mythical legend. I can now testify that indeed such a thing does exist...and it is every but as amazing as it has been built up to be.

This has me yearning for more...I want to taste, suck, lick, and fuck my way through hordes of glorious muscly man meat...but I am locked into a monogomous straight marriage, and I love my wife.
So, am I an imposter, a power, a wanna be? Should I just go fuck myself (that is the plan after typing this)?

Thanks for reading...and please, go as hard on me as you like lol
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Re: I feel like an imposter

Unread postby PegLegPete1218 » 4 November 2022, 16:42

I've been into pussy most of my life. Like you I've also discovered how much I love cock later in my life. Yeah, I big muscly guy with a thick cock gives me shivers and stokes my desire.

That said. One thing I would never do is cheat on a committed relationship.
If you did it, it can't be undone. Even if you can't or won't own up to it and confess to your wife. At least don't step out on her again.

Just my Opinion.
In the twentieth century, nowhere on Earth was sex so vigorously suppressed than in America and nowhere was there such a deep interest in it.

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Re: I feel like an imposter

Unread postby NobodySpecial » 16 November 2022, 09:30

Catharsis1072 wrote:Hello everyone!
Greetings from Missouri.

I feel as if I'm an imposter here...not that I haven't had same sex experiences, but here after 40, having almost 20 years since those care free days of my youth, the memory is as a fuzzy dream a little to far from waking up to recall fully.
The thing is, I may not be active, but by my blue balls I want to be.

I love pussy, LOVE it!...but I also love a beautiful cock.

Recently, due to a combination of age, injury, and a change in libido I have discovered a new love/fetish for anal toys...so much so that I had begun the quest for that mind blowing, body quaking, leg shaking big "O" that so many have spoken of as some ancient mythical legend. I can now testify that indeed such a thing does exist...and it is every but as amazing as it has been built up to be.

This has me yearning for more...I want to taste, suck, lick, and fuck my way through hordes of glorious muscly man meat...but I am locked into a monogomous straight marriage, and I love my wife.
So, am I an imposter, a power, a wanna be? Should I just go fuck myself (that is the plan after typing this)?

Thanks for reading...and please, go as hard on me as you like lol


Sure sex can be hot. I noticed that you are obsessing about sex parts -- pussy, cock. You do know that there is a human being attached to those body parts, right? Don't get me wrong most guys don't focus on apple pie, the pledge of allegiance (USA), and motherhood when they are trying to get off, but to detach the human being from that equation of the body part is to diminish the power of sex to a mechanical action -- kind of like just pissing in a toilet.

I've had 100's of partners before I met my partner of 19+ men, so maybe i is unfair since it sounds like you had few in your lifetime. I would add that I always wanted to settle down even when I was young. I simply met up with those I could find in my more rural and closeted background and none of them ever wanted much other than just "getting off".

I've never felt so fulfilled sexually as when I was inside a guy, but what made it special was if the guy I was inside of felt SOMTHING, ANYTHING for me -- and not just the mechanics of being penetrated.

Yes, having a wife adds an extra level of complications, but can you really imagine a sex life so much better free of your wife and 2 kids? My partner who was once married and also has 2 kids told me that having kids is like loving someone so much that you would tear your own heart out to save their life. I was never able to have kids as I am so infertile, but I cannot imagine any cock, pussy, mouth, ass, lips, throat that could ever replace one's family. Yes, my partner and I are faithful to one another. Our relationship is centered on love -- not sex. (Of course it doesn't help that I have ED.) However, if some cure could be found, but the catch was that I had to have other partners, I simply would not do it. Even if he were to die tomorrow and I could get it up and keep it up, it would be a long time before I would have the heart to look again. Sure I have the hots for hairy, muscular, manly bottom men, but the fact that my partner is like that isn't what makes us last these 19+ years, it is his HUGE heart. Now granted most relationships have their ups and downs, and I'm sure with kids they can be frustrating especially through the teen years. However, despite the ups and downs, they are YOUR's for better or worse. Sex alone gets boring, but sex PLUS love can be lasting. Sure some relationships are destined to fail, but you said in one post that she is your best friend. Do you really think that there is that there is some mythical Adonis with a huge dick that never goes soft, would be a better option? Once your own orgasm is over, what then? Will he make you laugh, will he laugh at your jokes.. Will he hang around for better or worse. I know you wrote that poly, multi, bi, etc seem to you to be more normal. If that is the case then why do most societies find the ideal of one on one? I think it is because the human heart/brain are a universe to themselves, and to try to figure out your own universe is complicated enough just imagine just how complicated it is each time you and more human beings into the mix. I also never was one for time-sharing my heart...

I have an uncle who lived the open lifestyle. I never came out to him, but I never could get close to him as a nephew as his heart, mind were so split. Even when you were alone with him, his mind and heart where elsewhere. I saw nothing normal about his life. Rather, he had to throw other humans into the mix of his life as he could never give too much of himself to one person -- be it romantic or just familial. He wasn't a bad person by any means. However, he did seem kind of shallow.
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