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I have a screwed up life

Unread postby Martian » 6 May 2019, 17:20

Hello everyone!
It's been long time i haven't been there. I think I'm suffering from something multiple :cry: .

First, I think i might have some shyness on me and i'm form Turkey, and 26 yo. In my country, people talk about marriage, being bf/gf many times a day... I try to dissappear in the world at those times because they also ask me about my life, too. They're like ''Mr. X dont you think of getting married? Do you have a gf?'' and many other questions...

Second, I'm suffering from loneliness... It doesnt matter if it's a friend, bf or one night stand but I think im looking to communicate someone like me, who is gay. I think of going to a gay bar but I dont have it in my town. I can even consider changing the city for one two days but the thing is that I think i dont have courage to go those places and I'm exteremely shy. Also, some people say I really have good confidence (I dont ask them if i have confidence, they just say it) but I dont think I'm the person I look from ourside. I feel that i dont have self-confidence. How can I step further and leave loneliness behind?
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