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My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 21 November 2021, 13:28

Hello everyone, i need your opinion on this.

I like boys. Me and my friend know each other 5 years. We are like a family - we trust and support each other. We live in different places so we meet occasionally. It's usually me who goes to his place. We drink at evenings and sleep in one bed, because it's the only bed available. He's very excited every time we meet. I like him, but I'm hiding it and nothing "weird" ever happened between us. However lately I've noticed that his behavior changed a bit. When we sit next to each other he starts to lean on me (arm to arm) and put head on my shoulder. I thought that he needs a hug so i put hand over his shoulder in a friendly hug. I like him, and it's on a friendly level so why not? However something weird happened that evening. When I was approaching the bed he said "I'm inviting you" he never did this before. I was kinda shocked and my auto reaction was "what?" then he repeated. I didn't know what to say so i just quietly lay next to him and we fell asleep. We were drunk, so I've decided to ignore it.

So i guess everything's still on a friendly level.

At our next drunken meeting, we were sitting together and at one point he grabbed my hand and slipped his fingers between mine in an interlocked grip. I thought "oh my god is he gay?". We played with our nails, rubbing thumbs, you name it. This could still be on a friendly level? I had doubts...

All of this experience made our next meeting wonderful. It was a sober evening, so i thought nothing will happen. Hell i was wrong! He turned off lights, we laid next to each other. We played with our hands, touching with our heads. After some time he put his leg over my thigh. I thought "ok, i can't take it anymore, what is he trying to tell me?" His voice softened. He was turned on. Then I thought "fk that, it went too far already" and I kissed him in the cheek! He smiled.

We love to play with our hands, once he grabbed my whole arm and he squeeze it to his body so hard that it went numb. We like to hug, but he didn't touch me on more intimate level. However he's creating many coincidental moves and using words that associate with sex. I'll give you example of "accidental events".

We were lying on the bed and at one point i turned on my side. After a moment he did the same. He turned on his side showing me his back which I found rude, but soon after i realized why he did it. At one moment (we were laughing about something) he pushed against me touching my crotch with his butt (spoon position). If it was an accident, he would take it back and fast. No, he rubbed his butt against my crotch few times during laughing. It looked like a coincidence, an accidental laughing twitches. Maybe he's testing my orientation? At one point i was sitting with closed eyes for a good few minutes. When i opened my eyes i found him staring at me!

Everything i wrote happened during 3 meetings, so it's really fresh. There is more, but i wanted to keep it short. I can say that he allows me to do things on more intimate level, but he don't reciprocate. I'm confused because we were on a family friendship level and I'm not sure if his behavior have something to do with it. I'm not sure what is his take on me. At emotional level he's into me 100%, but at more intimate physical level I'm doing stuff and he's just enjoying it. His physical passiveness confusing me. Maybe it's the first time he's experiencing this and he's extremely cautious? If yes, then maybe i went too fast on him physically and he feels embarrassed. We see each other once in a month or even longer, but he's fine with that. We have a set date and we're waiting for it. He doesn't feel the need of chatting with me during that time which makes me sad (i know that he's busy studying, but still). Could this be because of his personality? He's cold blooded poker-face type. Busy = no time for this. Meet = go wild! He naturally don't like to initiate conversations. However once we meet i can feel his excitement just by my presence. He's not leaving my side for a moment. I can feel emanating jealousy. I don't know how should i behave at our next meeting. Maybe I should play passive and see if he'll do something.

Thank you for reading. If you have any additional questions I'll answer them.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 21 November 2021, 21:54

I could make a number of guesses about what's going on, but they would only be that - guesses. Have you two ever discussed your sexual orientations? I mean, openly and honestly? And it's perfectly okay if someone doesn't know for certain. For example, I could see your friend saying something like, "Well I'm straight. When you're not here I like girls. But I also know I like you." It's entirely possible he's "exploring" to find out what he's comfortable with. Hard to say for certain. Are you uncomfortable talking to him about what you've shared?
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 22 November 2021, 14:20

First of all thank you for reply. I was checking this forum for a while and noticed that you are very active and i like how you respond to others. You answer with experience. To be honest you're the reason I've decided to post in hope for your reply. You did it. Thank you.

Everything what happened basically exposed ourselves to each other, but we didn't make any statements. Things happens spontaneously, without words. We are focused (at least pretending that we are) on TV or whatever we watch on youtube. It all happens "in the background". None if us ever questioned it. It's so obviously natural to us. So asking him would be like breaking out from "in the background" rule. Hope it make sense... I'm afraid to bring it up to the front page and speak with him openly, because it's still fresh and I don't want to scare him off. I like what's happening and i don't want to destroy it. After everything he allowed me to do to him i shouldn't be worry about asking, but the fact that he didn't reciprocate stops me from doing it. It's on suspension until he'll do something intimate that give me green light.

Things I'm sure about are: It's not alcohol because he behave the same without it. He's extremely comfortable with me, i can touch him everywhere. He's excited just by holding my hand, that's why i feel like I've pushed too far physically, but he never said anything. He's enjoying it. He was soft which i found weird (stress?), but at some time he went to bathroom to relief himself. He came back and we continued.

When I analyze our 5 years of friendship, there were moments that didn't make sense until now. For example him being erected in my presence. It's like we both liked each other since the beginning, but we had dormant feelings and my first hug to him was a wake up - It's happening.

I need to figure out something at our next meeting. Something subtle "on the background".

Could you tell me what your guesses are? I want to analyze them.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 22 November 2021, 22:36

Thanks for your kind words: I do try. :)

I'm a bit worn out right now and want to come back to this later, okay? I need to reread and try to refresh my thinking.

Will say now that there's nothing wrong with taking in slow and just letting it progress as it progresses. The only thing to watch out for is that you aren't forcing anything. Consent still matters, so if, for example, he hasn't touched your penis (but you've touched his) you could ask or suggest he give it a go. If he's eyeballing it, something like "It's okay, you can touch it." Just don't push. One thing I really detested were the guys who just kept asking over and over like there was a magical number when the flip would switch.

edit: egads! I'm recovering from a mild concussion and don't think as well when I'm tired. "flip would switch" LOL more like "switch would flip." Can't believe I didn't catch that one earlier, but I've noticed some odd things slipping by this past week.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 23 November 2021, 01:03

Sure, whenever you have time. I'll be checking.

pozzie wrote:The only thing to watch out for is that you aren't forcing anything.


Without getting into details I've already did something really stupid. Something that could end everything. Something that got his strong reaction. I got big red and paralyzed... waiting for the worst. Thankfully after a moment he come back to me like nothing happened. I thought "Apologize you idiot!". Which i did. He laughed and said "it's ok, don't worry".
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 23 November 2021, 08:02

You've shared lots of telling behaviors but it's still only half the equation - your half. Doesn't make it right or wrong, I'd just personally prefer to know what your friend is thinking before putting too many ideas out that might be wildly off target. But everything you've written indicates some level of interest that goes beyond the usual for male friendship. That said, there are no guarantees, just thoughts.

I'm glad to read that you've shared similar intimacy (physical and emotional) without the assistance of alcohol. Clearly people use alcohol for reasons ranging from cultural habit to self-medication. This seems closer to cultural habit as you've described it. It's good that you change things up and do without -- it's something you share without being something you need. Keep it that way.

Now, if I understand correctly, your friend sounds studious but a bit on the shy side. When you two are together, you've got his full attention. When you leave, he's putting most of his energy into studies. I've had friends like that. I certainly prefer that to the friends who spend half their time on their phones during a visit. So don't let that bother you. Do you ever text between visits?

As for why he isn't reciprocating physically in all the same ways, and again, I hope I've understood that correctly, there is a range of possibilities. From homophobia, to shyness, to submissiveness, to inexperience, to misplaced expectations -- all these could be explanations and it's hard to say for certain which is the likely explanation. What was his upbringing and family like? Is or was he religious? Have you two gone out to a party or run into friends from school? Is he generally adventurous or does he avoid risk? Is he a virgin? Does he watch porn? Is he more on the butch or fem side? (These are just examples, no need to answer though feel free to say if you think something is particularly relevant.) Lots of things could offer insight and I'm really reluctant to say, oh, it's probably this or that for fear of setting you off in the wrong direction. My hope is for you two to continue to enjoy your time together, to keep up the success.

One thing I'd like to mention, just because a person acts one way publicly doesn't mean that translates into personal relationships and sex. I've know men who were very butch at the bar and had their heals up in the air in the bedroom. Yeah, butch men do enjoy bottoming but for some, it's more than that. They prefer being passive or submissive sexually. I've know men who flip that right around as well. My point is your friend's behavior probably has some complexity so even if he's all about his studies during the week, he might be different on the weekend with you.

What movies have you two watched together? What kind of youtube videos? Or, more to the point, do you ever watch gay movies together? Do you have have a favorite gay movie? Have you thought about sharing it with him? If you do it, don't set it up. Don't say, "Hey, this is my favorite gay movie." Just watch and see how he reacts. I get the feeling he's comfortable following your lead.

At some point you're going to be able to set aside your fears. Clearly the friendship is changing from "brothers" into something new. Probably the worst thing you could do is try to force anything, especially if he's scared or naïve. However, it doesn't sound like that. You're really lucky to have someone in your life you enjoying be with so much and who feels similarly. Treasure that and let him know how much you value him in your life. Let's see how things go from here.

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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 23 November 2021, 17:11

pozzie wrote:You've shared lots of telling behaviors but it's still only half the equation - your half. Doesn't make it right or wrong, I'd just personally prefer to know what your friend is thinking before putting too many ideas out that might be wildly off target. But everything you've written indicates some level of interest that goes beyond the usual for male friendship. That said, there are no guarantees, just thoughts.

It just started. His status is like "hey, something's happening, and i like it" I want him to develop it at his own pace. I think I've already pushed too far, so I'm thinking if i should back off a bit and show him how much i respect him on physical level. But I'm worried that after he'll notice, he can feel bad because something's wrong... It can start sequence of unnecessary events.

pozzie wrote:I'm glad to read that you've shared similar intimacy (physical and emotional) without the assistance of alcohol. Clearly people use alcohol for reasons ranging from cultural habit to self-medication. This seems closer to cultural habit as you've described it. It's good that you change things up and do without -- it's something you share without being something you need. Keep it that way.

Yes, it was great to confirm that. To be honest i was surprised. I thought he will be stiff and passive. He likes alcohol though. After he drink he's like "please worship me". I want to accompany him so i join the drinking.

pozzie wrote:Now, if I understand correctly, your friend sounds studious but a bit on the shy side. When you two are together, you've got his full attention. When you leave, he's putting most of his energy into studies. I've had friends like that. I certainly prefer that to the friends who spend half their time on their phones during a visit. So don't let that bother you. Do you ever text between visits?

He's a very strict person. He likes to be busy. Education is very important for him. I can text him anytime, he'll reply. But he treats all internet chatting with distance. "It's virtual, it's not real". People are not honest there, do bad things, because they are anonymous. It's out of option to talk about this on facebook. I mean, i could start texting about us, but i know he wont like it and he would cut it off. We live in a place where being different is really odd. Even talking about it feels like taboo. The last time i was leaving we were standing at train station. I had tears in my eyes, he saw that. There were many people around us, but he started touching me discreetly multiple times with his body to cheer me up. Few days later he texted me some government stuff. I know he did it to check if I'm fine. After that it's radio silence. He have tough education month so i understand that. He also activates when our meeting date is close. We talk about what time I'll arrive, or what stuff we'll be doing, what we will drink.

pozzie wrote:As for why he isn't reciprocating physically in all the same ways, and again, I hope I've understood that correctly, there is a range of possibilities. From homophobia, to shyness, to submissiveness, to inexperience, to misplaced expectations -- all these could be explanations and it's hard to say for certain which is the likely explanation. What was his upbringing and family like? Is or was he religious? Have you two gone out to a party or run into friends from school? Is he generally adventurous or does he avoid risk? Is he a virgin? Does he watch porn? Is he more on the butch or fem side? (These are just examples, no need to answer though feel free to say if you think something is particularly relevant.) Lots of things could offer insight and I'm really reluctant to say, oh, it's probably this or that for fear of setting you off in the wrong direction. My hope is for you two to continue to enjoy your time together, to keep up the success.

Shyness, submissiveness, inexperience. I would bet on those three together. He lives with his mother, grew up without a father (hmm...). As a teen very religious, later he made it loose. Right now not really, i can say he's not anymore. He's conservative, he won't do anything hasty or risky, but he likes to drink party with his classmates. Distance is not a problem, he likes to travel. But we wasn't out anywhere. We meet more on a family level. I don't know his friends and he don't like to talk about them. Our time together is different, special. He don't want to mix it up with his daily activities. It's like he want to keep his clean image to me. I'm fine with that. Once he said "a lot of weird stuff people do after alcohol" I assume he went through stuff at his drinking parties. I have no idea if he's a virgin, but if i could make a bet, seeing how subtle he is i would say yes. I don't think he watch porn. He treat porn like something for low lifers. We never talk about girls either. He's guarding his emotions. But what he does or talk with his friends? That's a mystery. No idea how he grew up among them. Wouldn't call him a fem side, but he doesn't like fighting or any brutality, going to gym and stuff. Even when I make something hasty he says "relax". He like things slow and stable, under control.

pozzie wrote:One thing I'd like to mention, just because a person acts one way publicly doesn't mean that translates into personal relationships and sex. I've know men who were very butch at the bar and had their heals up in the air in the bedroom. Yeah, butch men do enjoy bottoming but for some, it's more than that. They prefer being passive or submissive sexually. I've know men who flip that right around as well. My point is your friend's behavior probably has some complexity so even if he's all about his studies during the week, he might be different on the weekend with you.

"heels up in the air" OMG can't stop laughing :lol: Anyway, yes he's acting different with me. It's a special time together. It's like he's throwing away everything and focus on spending our time. However he likes to check phone if someone from his classmates text something. It happens when we get a little bored so we're looking for something to do.

pozzie wrote:What movies have you two watched together? What kind of youtube videos? Or, more to the point, do you ever watch gay movies together? Do you have have a favorite gay movie? Have you thought about sharing it with him? If you do it, don't set it up. Don't say, "Hey, this is my favorite gay movie." Just watch and see how he reacts. I get the feeling he's comfortable following your lead.

We watch... politics... yes, very romantic i know... We like to laugh at them. On TV random music channel play songs on the background. Sometimes we watch soccer game. He don't really like to watch movies, but once we watched psychological drama. He don't like romance stuff. He's full of common sense. I don't actually know how he spend his free time. I wasn't there on his daily basis. I asked him last time and he said that he's browsing news or read books. Mother gives him stuff to do. We never talk about gays, but i know his statement that he's tolerable and people should live their lives happily. Officially they are funny to him. Of course he's hiding very well. I'm also talking bad about them in the open.

pozzie wrote:At some point you're going to be able to set aside your fears. Clearly the friendship is changing from "brothers" into something new. Probably the worst thing you could do is try to force anything, especially if he's scared or naïve. However, it doesn't sound like that. You're really lucky to have someone in your life you enjoying be with so much and who feels similarly. Treasure that and let him know how much you value him in your life. Let's see how things go from here.

I want to show that to him at our next meeting, but i think he knows it already. I'm so worried because it's like a dream come true and if it turns out to be just MY dream... I don't know what I'll do... I'm afraid to be waked up... :(

Also let's not forget that everything i wrote about him was from before we got close. Things may change now.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 23 November 2021, 21:41

I wonder what his dream life would be like ... :)
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 23 November 2021, 22:40

Wasn't expecting so short answer. Took me a while to figure out what you meant by that, but i think i got it. I'm analyzing deeply all your answers. Thank you for them. I needed that.

Looks like you don't have any more questions, but I hope you're still interested in any news I'll get after next meeting. Won't be soon though, probably Christmas time, so I have a lot of time to think what to do.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 24 November 2021, 10:47

Yes, on some level, now's a great time for contemplation but at the same time, try not to overthink it, especially try not to stress about it. While I can't be certain, it sounds like things are set to go well. Be careful of forcing things, pushing him, etc. If you have some specific questions, especially related to anything you think about before your next meeting. Feel free to revive the thread. Otherwise, I wish you well when you see him again. :)
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 25 November 2021, 18:23

The fact that he doesn't text me depresses me. It's like nothing's happening outside, but our meetings are like a dream. That synergy, chemistry i just can't describe. We are one. If we could, we would melt into each other. Those cuddles and gestures we do... Those memories keeps me away from deep depression. I'm thinking about them when i have moment of a doubt. Sorry for opening too much, hope it's not bothering you.

I'm so confused. I'm afraid to make him make any statements, because it's too early in my opinion. I just want to know if he likes me more than a friend. Just that. Everything else will slowly develop. As you said it's good to know what he thinks before putting too much effort. It doesn't matter if i get that by words or by actions. I just need that green light. However all actions so far speaks that he does like me more than a friend, but then he doesn't feel the need to be in contact. As i can have doubts, he is 100% sure that i like him more than a friend. And he also never asked me about what I'm doing. I mean, if he didn't like my moves he would say something or give me a sign or whatever. No, we both just accepted it without words. I know that i can text him, but it'll do nothing. He's like a different person outside our meetings. I must do something at next meeting, being in this state is breaking me. Not sure what to do yet, but I'll post my thoughts later.

Also, thank you again for talking with me. I appreciate that.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 26 November 2021, 20:36

You're welcome! :)

One of the difficulties many find themselves in with a new relationship (or wannabe in a relationship with ... ) is not getting to spend enough time together or spending too much time together. You mentioned your friend gets together with others from school; how about you? Are you hanging out with anyone else? Have you thought about dating anyone else?

Well, some of the confusion comes out of the conundrum of wanting to know but being unwilling to ask or discuss. My suggestions is to think about that more logically. If you don't want to discuss it, then you really need to be more 'at peace' with not having the answer (you desire). If you can't find peace with the current situation, then you have to look at things you feel comfortable doing that can move you there. When I'm bothered (nervous) about a situation, I try to evaluate what is making me feel that way, what are my options to respond, and then I like to formulate a plan. Once I have a plan, even if it will take time (say something I need is closed for the weekend) that helps me to stop worrying about it.

I still come back to my question about what your friend's life dream might be. That might be a way to ask without it being too direct. Say, something like "What do you hope your life will be like in five years?" or key it to something like six or twelve months after he finishes his studies. The more you understand about what your friend wants out of life the more you might get a sense how you fit into that.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 27 November 2021, 16:06

pozzie wrote:One of the difficulties many find themselves in with a new relationship (or wannabe in a relationship with ... ) is not getting to spend enough time together or spending too much time together. You mentioned your friend gets together with others from school; how about you? Are you hanging out with anyone else? Have you thought about dating anyone else?

Spending too much time together can be a difficulty? Could that means our separation would be a good thing?
Yes, i have one friend. He live close, I visit him once a week. Without going deep into details, i had affair with him long time ago, but at some point he went denial and cut it off in very brutal way which broke me mentally pretty bad. He forced himself to meet with girls and he failed. He finally accepted himself and returned to me with tail between his legs, but the damage he done to me made everything dry. We are just good friends. A shadow of the past, nothing else.

pozzie wrote:Well, some of the confusion comes out of the conundrum of wanting to know but being unwilling to ask or discuss. My suggestions is to think about that more logically. If you don't want to discuss it, then you really need to be more 'at peace' with not having the answer (you desire). If you can't find peace with the current situation, then you have to look at things you feel comfortable doing that can move you there. When I'm bothered (nervous) about a situation, I try to evaluate what is making me feel that way, what are my options to respond, and then I like to formulate a plan. Once I have a plan, even if it will take time (say something I need is closed for the weekend) that helps me to stop worrying about it.

Yes, i want to find peace. I'm not in a hurry to develop relation. I'm patient. I think that the longer it develops the better it gets. I just want to be sure if I'm someone special or only someone to have fun with. To be honest i would leave it at this state and give it a time, but one thing bothers me and because of that thing i need some clarification out of him. He's mother once said to him something like "how's that girl of yours?". He reluctantly replied with something neutral. If he was in relation he wouldn't do things with me at our rare meetings, he would avoid interaction... I guess?

pozzie wrote:I still come back to my question about what your friend's life dream might be. That might be a way to ask without it being too direct. Say, something like "What do you hope your life will be like in five years?" or key it to something like six or twelve months after he finishes his studies. The more you understand about what your friend wants out of life the more you might get a sense how you fit into that.

He's materialist. Financial stability is important to him. He want to have good job and he will, because of the studies he's ongoing. Right now he's taking life from the fun side. Drinking parties etc. He's completely different with me though. He has a soft spot for me. It's like something serious happening, but it's new to him.

I texted him yesterday. I've asked how he's doing. He replied "Everything's fine , don't worry ;), just finished my apprenticeships" He use winky faces a lot when we text. That's it. That's how texting with him looks like. I would push further and reply something, but i know it'll lead nowhere.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 27 November 2021, 20:53

Y2B wrote:Spending too much time together can be a difficulty? Could that means our separation would be a good thing?


Yes, it can. Too much time together can smother a new relationship just like eating all the ice cream can make you sick -- too much of something is never a good thing. There is a saying about absence making the heart grow fonder...

pozzie wrote:He's mother once said to him something like "how's that girl of yours?". He reluctantly replied with something neutral. If he was in relation he wouldn't do things with me at our rare meetings, he would avoid interaction... I guess?


Not sure we can read much into this. Maybe he feels pressure from his mother and gets moody? Or maybe he thinks he should be interested in girls and is confused that he isn't? Or maybe he likes girls, or a special girl, and feels conflicted because he has other desires? it's a hard call. But, if his dream is a good job, wife, kids, nice home, etc ... In other words, be careful how much hope for your own future you invest in this relationship. Over the centuries, men have had affairs with someone they care a lot about but never intend to build a life with, especially if there are social expectations to marry within social class or familial expectations like arranged marriage.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 28 November 2021, 17:04

Remember, it's happening for 2 months, it's a freshie. There were 3 meetings and 2 of them were ground checking and then we both wanted to follow up and we arranged 3rd one out of schedule in just 1 week interval (the sober one). Saying that, I'm sure he's confused a bit too. Asking so serious questions right now? It's not a good idea. And the only pressure would be from his classmates. But believe me, he's not the type of personality to be pressured. He will stand his ground and you either down with that or go F yourself (i mean the person talking with him LOL) That's what i love about him, he's inaccessible outside, but somehow show his weakness and open up his sweet inside for me which makes me feel special.

Want to ask you. He's reluctant of meeting with me during his busy months (besides that beautiful exception above). I could go to him for a weekend any time and I'm sure that if i really insist, he would let me. However he prefers meeting with me at longer intervals (holidays) and staying with him for more days. Is it a good thing that he doesn't want to mix me in his weekly schedule? What would you think if it was you in my place? Remember it's fresh and he may as well go denial. From experience with my other friend (the one i had affair with) If you force him into statement he may go on denial, then start proving all the world that he's straight. Unnecessary chain of events will happen that will hurt both of us at the end.

Still thinking how to behave at next meeting.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 30 November 2021, 19:52

If I was in your place, I'd be dating other men as well. Enjoy the time you have together and spend a whole lot less time obsessing about him when you're not together. He's clearly getting on with life ... why aren't you?
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby Y2B » 30 November 2021, 20:51

I will, once I'll be sure what he thinks. That's why I'm here looking for wisdom. After Christmas I'll have some answers. Anyway, thank you for everything. Wish me luck :)

And everyone who followed this thread but was silent, hope you enjoyed your time reading.
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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby pozzie » 30 November 2021, 21:06

Y2B wrote:I will, once I'll be sure what he thinks. That's why I'm here looking for wisdom. After Christmas I'll have some answers. Anyway, thank you for everything. Wish me luck :)

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Re: My friend's behavior has changed

Unread postby AssMan69 » Yesterday, 18:01

From what you are saying it sounds like your friend likes being around you and enjoying your company too it all sounds like your both enjoying each other and seeing how it goes :thumbsupwink:
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