An almost, 40 year old, Virgin

I think, I'm weird.

I've been married 3 times, slept, safely, with about 39 women and absolutely loved evrfy second.

But each day I get older I get a stronger and stronger desire to be a Sub to a man.

I'm not talking "oh I think I'm curious, I'll try and suck a cock"

I'm talking, for my first time I want to meet up with an older couple, have them be bigger than me physically, big bellies and weight to hold me down.

I'm talking being tied up, made to perform sex acts, fondled, spanked, water sports, humiliation, tag teams, 2 men into one hole if that's even possible, I want to be used and abused for my first time and each day that goes by, the fantasy gets more and more extreme

Am I wierd?

My bdsm test scores

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Submissive
100% Brat
100% Ageplayer
100% Rope bunny

98% Slave
98% Experimentalist

94% Boy/Girl
92% Voyeur
88% Pet
88% Masochist
64% Degradee
62% Primal (Prey)

37% Exhibitionist
17% Vanilla
0% Switch

not weird at all. You gotta do what's good for you....assuming you aren't trolling.

Thanks, I'm 110 % not trolling at all, I'm so turned on by the fact I want an older, fuller guy to take charge of what happens to me and my body it drives me CRAZY

Not weird, probably just bisexual. And yeah, double penetration is very much possible.

Oh I don't know, water sports to me pushes the boundaries towards wierd. Unless we're talking water polo cause those guys are hot.

Almost nothing is weird, it's just something you're not keen on.

Call me crazy but I would hardly call wanting to be pissed on, humiliated and raped by a group a mainstream. I'm not putting the guy down for it, but it is what it is.