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Unread postby Jzone » 23 October 2020, 23:54

This question is inspired by pooler's query in another thread, which clearly deserves its own topic.

Do you remember the first time you fapped, jerked, choked the chicken, shook hands with the milkman, engaged manual override, polished your knob, debugged your hard drive, celebrated palm sunday, groped your rope...? [please add you own favorite slang]

Mine is a fond memory from about 45 years ago, age 11. Riding my bike home from middle school, one route took me past my former elementary school. Some new playground equipment was installed, which caught my attention. One piece was a set of thick steel posts: three set in the ground in a triangle, with a fourth in the center. These all rose vertically and were welded together at the top, maybe 8 feet (almost 2.5 m) above the ground. The three leaned inward and curved at the top to meet the center post.

The point was to grasp two of the posts and swing back and forth, raising your grip with each swing to try to reach the top. (We were all more easily amused back then.) Once I reached the top, I then hooked a leg around one of the outer posts and by squeezing my thighs together around it I was able to work my way to sit on top and survey the land from that dizzying height. The first time I achieved the top, all that thigh squeezing with a hard pole between my legs produced a surprising and very enjoyable result. I barely maintained my balance and could have fallen to my death due to my first orgasm (or at least sprained my wrist severely). I visited that playground many times on my way home from school, and was never disappointed.
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby acpro » 24 October 2020, 04:53

lol I do - and it's a crazy one. I was in 5th grade. My parents are social workers. Not sure if they had this boook for that reasnon or because they had pre-teen kids, but they had a book on puberty. I remember reading the erection part of the book and about sperm. It made me so horny, just reading about guys being able to get erections and ejaculate. Here's the kicker, it didn't mention masturabting, or if it did, I diidn't read into it. So, here I was masturbating, didn't know the term for it, and white shit was coming out of my dick. All of the sudden, I got super nervous. I was shaking in fear that my sperm was going to go down the drain into the sewer and meet my sisters old tampons, and they would create a sewer baby. I'm not kidding. I was terrified of this. So much so, that I convinced myself, that whatever was coming out of my penis, was a fluke of nature, and cum, would of course be slime green.

I kept telling myself this for about 2 years. Until, finally, I think other guys mentioned being able to ejacualte, at the lunch table in middle school, when I was about 12-13. But damn, did that not give me a mindfuck for a few years lol. I should mention, I was an early bloomer. If. I was a girl, I'd be the 10 year old with full double D's in 5th grade.

I'm pretty sure I had hair on my chest by 9th grade....while it took some guys until 25 to have hair on their chest. And there I was with what amounted to a littlemore more than peach fuzz on my chest when I was 15, but chest hair, nonetheless.

It's funny because I was actually embarrassed about it. But like, what straight guy, is embarrassed to have hair on his chest? That's like the epitome of manliness. But here, I was a closeted gay, and I was trying to look like a twink. Of course, I learned verry fast, I was nothing like a twink. You know what's ironic? Is that young straight guys today, shave even their happy trails! It's like they want to look more twink-like, but they're straight men. Who does that? Well, gen Z and younger millennials lol. That will never make sense too me. But here there is a bunch of twink looking straight tiktokers, and it just doesn't make any sense!
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby John27 » 24 October 2020, 08:26

I don't honestly remember. But then I probably started really young. I have memory of playing with my penis in early elementary school. I'm not sure that's real masturbation--certainly it wasn't the same experience I'd have as a teenager. But, even if it wasn't "real", I did do it because it felt good.

What is odd is that I don't remember the first ejaculation at all. It was certainly as a teenager. And I remember the early days of ejaculating, and hating dealing with the mess. (And I worried that if I weren't super careful that somehow it could get a female pregnant. Don't wash your hands quite right when family visits, and maybe your girl cousin will later get pregnant by a sperm cell on the bathroom sink faucet handle!) But I don't honestly remember the first time. I'd think it would have been memorable ("Well, ejaculation is starting."). I've wondered if perhaps I blocked the memory (something I've even discussed with a therapist).
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby John27 » 24 October 2020, 08:28

Jzone wrote:Do you remember the first time you fapped, jerked, choked the chicken, shook hands with the milkman, engaged manual override, polished your knob, debugged your hard drive, celebrated palm sunday, groped your rope...? [please add you own favorite slang]


My current favorite, which I just heard yesterday (in a poltical commentary video, of all things!) is something like: "choking the purple headed yogurt slinger."
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby GearFetTwinkRomance » 24 October 2020, 10:24

acpro wrote:I was shaking in fear that my sperm was going to go down the drain into the sewer and meet my sisters old tampons, and they would create a sewer baby. I'm not kidding. I was terrified of this.


I just had to laugh so hard I almost fell out of my chair! Thank you for that amazing picture!
You kniw, I'm a fan of weird horror stories and movie script concepts, and I just had to imagine how some certain producers would have made that film.
I know it can't possibly be funny if you're at the time and point of the experience. My cousin for example,she thought she had been punished by god when she had her first 'red rivers', and she now must bleed out and die. So I understand such things can be utterly scary at the time they take place.
I, too, thought the growth of size was going to result in something like scrotial elephantiasis, if I didn't find some solution in the medical library, that could solve that problem without me having to see a special doctor to stop that!

acpro wrote:I'm pretty sure I had hair on my chest by 9th grade....while it took some guys until 25 to have hair on their chest. And there I was with what amounted to a littlemore more than peach fuzz on my chest when I was 15, but chest hair, nonetheless.


I had chest hair turning 12 or so and a few peach fuzz few beardy hairs at my chin not much later. It's funny that at first it would be blonde and later it turned red, then came brownish.We had one large Italian guy at 4th grade who was really hairy and the other kids would bully him because he grew black sideburns early. Also some Turks and Kurds were pretty early in growing facial hair.
To my time that was desired, too. The guys would want to get a masculine appearance early, so people would consider them serious men and not just kids any longer.

acpro wrote:It's funny because I was actually embarrassed about it. But like, what straight guy, is embarrassed to have hair on his chest? That's like the epitome of manliness.


Ah, would you have considered it to be a gay thing to feel embarrassed about this at first?
I guess I was all different, more of proud of that, even. Epitome of manliness, exactamente. I felt like I'm going to grow up earlier and my perception by others will change, so maybe they'll quit to bully me and it might even tell them to be cautious, in a sense of -> the guy will break our frickin'back. :devil:

acpro wrote:But here, I was a closeted gay, and I was trying to look like a twink. Of course, I learned verry fast, I was nothing like a twink.
Back in my youth time it was associated with being a weakling, kind of a douchebag, if ye looked twinkish, so naturally every boy that cared for looking 'the man' would try to roughen up looks, grow a beard, get masculinity on earlier and that like. It was anm advantage to some, if they had that kind of ++macho man, Marlboro cowboy or GI-Joe appearance going. They also took to secretly smoking and drinking beer at an early age. I never did that, so might have been somehow gay to not participate in everything of those habits.

acpro wrote:You know what's ironic? Is that young straight guys today, shave even their happy trails! It's like they want to look more twink-like, but they're straight men. Who does that? Well, gen Z and younger millennials lol. That will never make sense too me. But here there is a bunch of twink looking straight tiktokers, and it just doesn't make any sense!


Yup, that is indeed kind of strange. Though I think this came along because of what girls favour on young guys, and the way girls want to have their BF's to be like, nowadays. And I also have the impression that the cosmetic industry empowered a lot of this, the trend of 'metrosexual' idenity, and also the acceptance toward gender fluidity and the more soft natured male image may have had an influence.
Some of my rather oldschooler rough type of friends can't understand it. They call them youngsters "all gone gay" and elaborate about the generation of men who aren't men any longer. :lol:

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Oh I forgot. The first try to actually beat the monkey - well I must have been about 17 or close to 18 yoa. It was a gear fetish thing to try, too. As it was forbidden within all the religious rules of the place I grew up at, and the punishment would be quite severe when people ever found out .. also finding myself rather numbened and clouded by all that religious rules nonsense and scared of the consequences, I actually had to read some 'BRAVO' magazines first to know about it being possible without hurting oneself, being punished by the Christian's god and having to die or turn psycho style demonic and all that like. So today that's probably more embarrassing than anythimg else that time would have been.

Things sometimes happened without to actively do anything or touch the thing, too. Just when I wasthat youngster, I had no idea what is wrong and I was really ashamed of that happening, when having romantic dreams or fantasising of cuddling with jet pilots and twink police cadets, race biker dudes, divers and them cute ski fliers. So I think I was pretty well the basic example of that what they call a whackjob in these things, too. :shrug:
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby PopTart » 24 October 2020, 10:51

I honestly can't remember when I figured out how to self pleasure.

There are two events which I think occurred around the same time. I know it was before I went to secondary school, which would have been when I was 11, I also know it was after my sister moved out, having had her first son, I had been given a larger room, having before had the smallest in the house. With that room I got a small TV set and a vcr, mainly on account I had a penchant for watching films over and over again and it would drive my family nuts and so I was banished to my room to indulge my obsessive movie watching antics.

So I must have been about 9 or 10? I remember being super nosey all the time, one time in particular, while my parents were out, I was poking around in their room and found, upon pulling out a draw in a chest of draws, a small stack of unmarked vhs tapes, hidden beneath.

Ever inquisitive, I scurried away to watch one. As you might have guessed, it was porn, of varying quality. Most of it was from the 70's, handle bar moustachioed men and busty women and lots of bush all about, all set to that cheesy porn music that was common back then :lol:

I watched a couple, hard all the while but didn't really play with myself. Instead, I found myself fascinated by the men and their dicks. The women, I largely ignored. I remember feeling really horny.

One tape in particular, had a scene, with a flimsy attempt at a plot, two men wore masks around their eyes and made out to be a batman and Robin duo, the one playing 'Robin' called the bigger guy 'dick man' :facepalm2: yeah, it was as bad as it sounds. But what really got me to watch the whole scene, was that they eventually double penetrated the woman. I was enraptured by the sight of two mens dicks rubbing together, I remember laying on my front, watching that scene and an itch, or tingle was building in my own penis and at some point, I had a feeling, not unlike an orgasm. It was not quite what I would feel later but it was definately new. I remember my underwear being a little bit wet, but not what one would come to expect. I think it was this event that led to me paying alot more attention to my own dick and figuring out new ways to make it feel good. Before that, it had largely been playing 'doctor' with other boys, but it had largely been showing, comparing and fondling. This had awakened a while new level of interest!

Which might be what led to the following.
One year, for Christmas, my parents had recieved from someone, an electric massage set, it consisted of this huge, green, bulky hand held thing, that vibrated (and made a hug amount of noise) my parents didn't seem to have any interest in it and they threw it in the storage cupboard by the street door, where various crap went to be forgotten until we had some bootsale or other. I don't remember what inspired me to get the thing out and remove all the packaging. But I struck upon the idea of using it to pleasure myself. And boy did it work. :rofl: I suspect some of my first real orgasms came from that god awful machine, that I dared only use if my family was out! It was so loud! :noes: I remember carefully and fastidiously putting the thing back in its packaging after everytime I used it and hiding it down the back of some boxes in this cupboard of forgotten things. I'd hurry off to hide it, anytime the family were organising a bootsale :lol:

I vaguely recall it getting thrown out when my parents were preparing to move. I was so bummed.

Those are some of my earliest memories of self pleasure.
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby Jasper1 » 24 October 2020, 11:47

I remember mine fondly but cannot remember exactly what age I was. I had zero sex education at school, or at home, no sex magazines and no access to porn so I would take myself off to the toilet and explore.

I remember jacking off a few times until I got bored, or my arm hurt and then one day whilst jacking off I felt this weird but wonderful feeling building inside me and then my orgasm taking over. I was really confused as I didn’t know what had just happened. The only thing I knew was it felt great!

I was too young to cum at the time, although I had no clue that we could cum anyway. All I knew was I wanted to do it again.
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby John27 » 25 October 2020, 02:23

I may not remember the first time I masturbated, but since my earlier I post I did recall one memorable first. On my first day of seventh grade PE (when I was nearly 13), I saw other boys nude for the first time ever. It was both an overwhelming and a fascinating experience. That afternoon, I pictured one of the boys I'd seen nude as I masturbated. From that point on, I'd almost always think of other guys as I masturbated. (And, during the time I was in junior high, a lot of those fantasies involved memories of classmates I'd seen nude in the locker room.)
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Unread postby Jasper1 » 25 October 2020, 22:59

John27 wrote:I may not remember the first time I masturbated, but since my earlier I post I did recall one memorable first. On my first day of seventh grade PE (when I was nearly 13), I saw other boys nude for the first time ever. It was both an overwhelming and a fascinating experience. That afternoon, I pictured one of the boys I'd seen nude as I masturbated. From that point on, I'd almost always think of other guys as I masturbated. (And, during the time I was in junior high, a lot of those fantasies involved memories of classmates I'd seen nude in the locker room.)


Your post reminds me of when I was in school around the same age and a straight friend of mine pulled his erect cock out whilst in class before the teacher arrived. I guess he was proud of the size so wanted someone else to see it. It was pretty impressive to be fair and i masturbated to this image a few times after :D
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Unread postby PopTart » 26 October 2020, 04:13

Lots of good stories here, also bump
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Unread postby John27 » 27 October 2020, 23:10

Jasper1 wrote:Your post reminds me of when I was in school around the same age and a straight friend of mine pulled his erect cock out whilst in class before the teacher arrived. I guess he was proud of the size so wanted someone else to see it. It was pretty impressive to be fair and i masturbated to this image a few times after :D


Never saw anything like this--although I would have liked it!

But when I was a teenager, I did see boys do milder stuff that I'd later recall when masturbating. Although some of the material was pretty pitiful--like the day I saw a boy yank his shorts off. Something about that, and the way his genitals popped out, fascinated me.
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Unread postby Eryx » 27 October 2020, 23:14

I already knew I was gay, but I couldn't really cum. My cousin began sharing porn videos with me (.wmv times lol) and at some point he started talking about masturbation and cumming. I asked him to show me and he got up already hard and jerked off a bit. Then I learned how it worked and he described what was supposed to happen after.

I tried a few times without success, but eventually, and coincidentally when I was at this cousin's country house, I was about to sleep when I tried again and something came out. Not even sure if that qualified as cum yet lol but it felt nice, so I kept going from there.
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Unread postby John27 » 28 October 2020, 00:07

Another "first time" that I think I should remember, but can't...

When young, I had an unusual way of masturbating. I'd lie with my front on the bed. I'd put my hands down in my pajama bottoms, and hold my flaccid penis with my right hand. Testicle with my left hand. I'd wiggle my body. I somehow discovered this when young. (I've heard of other guys doing this or something similar--but I'd guess it's a rarity.)

The only thing that changed as a teenager was that I began ejaculating at some point. (There was a brief change at that point in that I did start masturbating with my pajama bottoms between my hands and my penis so I wouldn't get semen on my hands. But it didn't feel as good, and so I went back to direct hand-penis contact, even though I hated the mess it left on my right hand.)

However, sex ed made me question this approach. Back then, I assumed I'd get married to a woman one day (I didn't know/accept I'm gay then), and it was clear from sex ed that sex worked with an erect penis put into a vagina. So I began experimenting with masturbating with an erect penis. I remember trying that at least once after a sex ed unit in ninth grade. Didn't work. Tried again at times. Figured out, somehow, that lubrication was necessary. (Like most American males of my generation, I was circumcised as a baby.) I tried slivers of soap, which didn't work well (soap dries out too fast). It may have been then that I tried cooking oil--I do know that eventually that became my lube.

I kept a long running cycle of experimenting a bit, and then losing interest. Finally, I made a real effort during--I think--the summer I was 19--long after all the other guys my age had learned to masturbate normally! Every night, I tried to masturbate with an erect penis. When it didn't work, I'd let it go limp, and finish off with my old method. Finally, one night, I was able to masturbate to ejaculation with an erect penis. Oddly, I can't remember that night--except knowing it happened. I think it worked reliably--although I did use my old technique often (faster), but I enjoyed the new method--so it eventually became my standard.

Although the new method wasn't very normal, either--I'd clasp my hands, and thrust my erection in and out. I think I figured it would simulate the vagina on the wife I'd never have. It took me several more years to figure out and change to a more normal way of masturbating. And the time that happened is another time I don't really remember...
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby Jzone » 28 October 2020, 06:01

acpro wrote:My parents are social workers. Not sure if they had this boook for that reasnon or because they had pre-teen kids, but they had a book on puberty. I remember reading the erection part of the book and about sperm. It made me so horny, just reading about guys being able to get erections and ejaculate.

I can so relate to your story! My mom was a nurse and my dad was sexually repressed. I don't remember him ever saying anything to me about any form of sex. My mom brought home a series of books for me and my brothers. If I remember correctly, the titles were Doctor Talks to a 9-12 Year Old, and Doctor Talks to a 13-15 Year Old. She might have even marked the pages about masturbation, and that was all I needed for a year or more of fantasies. I can't even imagine growing up with internet porn. Kids these days!
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Unread postby John27 » 28 October 2020, 08:38

Jzone wrote:I can so relate to your story! My mom was a nurse and my dad was sexually repressed. I don't remember him ever saying anything to me about any form of sex. My mom brought home a series of books for me and my brothers.


I had somewhat similar experience. Very little talk from my parents--all from my mother, and they were pretty bare bones "this is where babies come from." I think she had issues/repressions. I'm not sure about my father--I don't think he necessarily had issues, but for whatever reason we never talked. (One issue might be the relationship as a whole.)

Some book did appear mixed in with other books, seemingly by accident, although I now question if it was an accident. Although it's not impossible it was an accident. I'm not sure how much value the book had, but it did touch enough on masturbation to let me know "it's normal."

I can't even imagine growing up with internet porn. Kids these days!


I can't, either. It's such a different world than it was when I was young and a boy might have a copy of Playboy. Or a couple of pictures in his locker that he'd have to remove on locker check day before the teacher came to inspect the locker. And I'm guessing the situation was really bad for gay boys--possibly more difficult sourcing porn, and certainly real worries about what might happen if discovered. The only option for many gay boys was probably fantasy and the occasional male underwear ad!

Past porn, it's also hard to believe kids have so much information--everything from just basic sex ed, to answers to pretty much any question on the Internet.
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Unread postby meandonlyme » 1 November 2020, 23:30

Just signed up here tonight :-)

I can remember that day vividly, even though it was 30 years ago now. I was 12/13, and I "sort of" knew how things worked but wasn`t totally sure. Anyway, I was watching something (I think it was couple kissing, WOW LOL!) and it was getting me going. I just kept things moving, and all of a sudden all hell seemed to break loose and it felt amazing! Of course it was all still dry then.......

I remember feeling very strange the next day, I didn`t know if it was something wrong, or something I should feel bad about, but those feelings did last long, I had to have another go haha!
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Unread postby poolerboy0077 » 2 November 2020, 22:20

Jzone wrote:This question is inspired by pooler's query in another thread, which clearly deserves its own topic.

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Unread postby Valso » 10 November 2020, 14:00

I was in the kindergarden right before first grade (5 or 6 yo, I started school at the age of 7) when I discovered rubbing what I had in my pants brings me pleasure. I told the other boys in the group and we started doing it together when the teachers weren't watching us.
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Unread postby MarriedBottom1985 » 10 November 2020, 20:57

I don’t remember exactly when but it was around the end of 5th grade so I was 11, my older brother used to listen to a radio show in dfw (Texas) called real sex with Jagger and Julie, late nights after our folks went to bed and I remember listening to callers talk about how they did it with different objects; pillows, stuffed animals, panties, etc and I finally decided one night to do it after my brother fell asleep. I’ve been hooked ever since. I still jerk off almost daily, even days when I get pussy from my wife I’ll stroke one off the next morning or sometimes in the middle of the night when I wake up to pee. I’ve used silicone sleeves, both hands, backward grips, pillows, grinding against the mattress.. hell for a while in middle school I would wear two pairs of boxers and rub my cock against my thigh through my pocket and cum in class. I’m always looking for new ways to get off!
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Re: First Fap: do you remember when/how you learned to self pleasure?

Unread postby willistrong » 25 November 2020, 19:54

Guys forgive me for pouring out my soul to you, but I really want to share my story. I finally found this thread where you can talk about it, although I'm not a boy anymore. I used to have very difficult communication, so I often sat on the forums and looked at camgirls, which excited and drove me crazy. Because of this, there were even problems - I could not show myself in bed with a girl normally, and then I got used to it and began to enjoy it. You can’t imagine how many psychologists I went through, what I just didn’t do. By the way, did anyone have a problem with this? I mean in sex, when you don't satisfy yourself, but with a real girl?
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