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Love the idea of getting/giving a blowjob but not attracted to men

Unread postby FlamingArrow » 17 August 2022, 00:46

Quite some time ago I came across a video of a man cruising in a forest area and giving blowjobs to a couple of strangers. I don't know why but it turned me on. Not the men necessarily, but purely the idea of giving or receiving a blowjob. First thought was 'maybe I'm bisexual' so I explored other aspects of sexual activities with men (cuddling, kissing, anal sex), but it didn't really do anything for me. It's also not that I find men attractive, at all. So in that sense I'm fully heterosexual... apart from oral sex it seems. And I know that some of you are probably thinking that I'm just afraid to admit certain feelings to myself but I'm quite sure that's not the case. I'm 33 years old, have always had serious relationships with women (currently living together and going strong for 5 years now). Also never been attracted to other men whatsoever and never had feelings for men. It's just that the idea of public oral sex turns me on (??). Although I've never given a blowjob before, so maybe I really do not like it, but I'm curious to find out.

This is not a topic to ask whether I'm gay or bi. It is what it is I guess, but I would like to explore this curiosity. I just don't really know how. There are two very active cruising areas near where I live and a few months ago I just went to one. Normally I'm really shy but I just wanted to see a real cruising area, and see what I would feel. So I parked my car and just sat there, watching other cars park and drive off and men walking around for the good part of half an hour. After that someone came up to my car, stood there for about a minute and started touching himself. I unrolled my window (and I was really nervous at this point) and unzipped my pants. He started touching me and before I knew it he was giving me a blowjob. I tried giving him a handjob, but he was a bit soft and I had no idea what I was doing :noes:

The thing is... that experience really turned me on at that moment. Afterwards I didn't feel dirty or anything, but I also haven't spoken about it with anyone because the people I hang out with aren't really openminded. My question I guess is... how to continue from here? This is something completely new for me and I have no idea if there's something like (unwritten) rules? My guess is that men at cruising spots are there to get some action, but it kinda feels wrong to go there just for that purpose. Maybe it feels that way because I'm straight? Anyone here with the answers I'm looking for or do's and don'ts?
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Re: Love the idea of getting/giving a blowjob but not attracted to men

Unread postby jaredjoy90 » 17 August 2022, 19:25

You like to play the game but the box is ugly. Just play the game and don't look at the box.
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Re: Love the idea of getting/giving a blowjob but not attracted to men

Unread postby asianduck888 » 18 August 2022, 13:17

Human sexual interest are complex, once I have confo on twitter. he is straight, never had interest with guy but love the feeling of geting fucked, he always use dildo and fin queer. I think you have adventurous sexual interest, when you feel casual/normal sex isn't enough for your fantasy.
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