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Re: Married but am i gay?

Unread postby simplyb1 » 4 July 2020, 18:41

I'm pretty sure all men are gay to certain degree. I hookup with a lot men that are straight most married out in a group saying didn't get that round mouth eating square meals or you know hed hold a hard dick in his mouth till swelling goes down. And which I like dirty names how men moan sounds while telling me suck that dick bitch I love being on my knees mouthful of cock calling me cocksucker sometimes not always I love being ass fucked love wearing panties short tight skirts leather knee boots 2in spikes holding my ass cheeks tight as
I walk I cock curious most my life at 45 got my first opportunity to feel a huge 19 year old gay black man's dick felt like sliding between my never thought about being sexual with black man since size
Isn't deciding factor so many times I'd thought about what would like for first time. Could put both hands on him jacking then couldn't take much. Couldn't believe I was sucking a black dick too couldn't believe how much I enjoyed it I never had a straight man give me blowjob privately I've been two finger ass ass fucked things they do with those hands rubbing ball's stroking my cock I've
I've asked few ever think about sucking dicks always say yes
Better get caught with your dick in a man's mouth than your mouth on a man's dick I was caught with my mouth on a lot of men's dicks especially black men. She
Knew lots people my black boss got his dick dick sucked just by pulling it out guys asking if I wanted to see his anaconda I guarentee secretly they didn't know how ask me
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Re: Married but am i gay?

Unread postby swayinginthewind » 5 July 2020, 04:58

simplyb1 wrote:I'm pretty sure all men are gay to certain degree. I hookup with a lot men that are straight most married out in a group saying didn't get that round mouth eating square meals or you know hed hold a hard dick in his mouth till swelling goes down. And which I like dirty names how men moan sounds while telling me suck that dick bitch I love being on my knees mouthful of cock calling me cocksucker sometimes not always I love being ass fucked love wearing panties short tight skirts leather knee boots 2in spikes holding my ass cheeks tight as
I walk I cock curious most my life at 45 got my first opportunity to feel a huge 19 year old gay black man's dick felt like sliding between my never thought about being sexual with black man since size
Isn't deciding factor so many times I'd thought about what would like for first time. Could put both hands on him jacking then couldn't take much. Couldn't believe I was sucking a black dick too couldn't believe how much I enjoyed it I never had a straight man give me blowjob privately I've been two finger ass ass fucked things they do with those hands rubbing ball's stroking my cock I've
I've asked few ever think about sucking dicks always say yes
Better get caught with your dick in a man's mouth than your mouth on a man's dick I was caught with my mouth on a lot of men's dicks especially black men. She
Knew lots people my black boss got his dick dick sucked just by pulling it out guys asking if I wanted to see his anaconda I guarentee secretly they didn't know how ask me

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Re: Married but am i gay?

Unread postby Hammerham » 6 July 2020, 09:06

I can so relate to this. I've been with my wife for over 20 years. I did have a boyfriend in the same situation that I was in. Because our wives worked so much it gave us lots of time together. We had talked about leaving our wives but we both loved them too much. Sadly, his wife got a good paying job at a university and they moved. I miss that connection not to mention the fun that came with it.
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Re: Married but am i gay?

Unread postby lufia » 15 July 2020, 08:22

Remington wrote:I was married for 20 years. my wife told me shortly after we got married that she knew I was gay but she thought she could change me. she never did. I cheated on her a couple of times while I was married. after she died I went back to having sex with men.

I tried to deny my identity for years until I actually began to fool myself. I dated this girl I really liked for a couple of years. We even lived together. I tried like hell to convince myself I was straight. Sometimes my body would cooperate, and sometimes it wouldn't. She figured it out. She finally just asked me if was gay. Of course I lied, but she knew better. We stayed together for another year after that, but we were basically roommates after that. She was a great girl, and I desperately wanted to be straight for her, but I couldn't. After that, I finally understood what I was, and I couldn't deny it anymore. I have her to thank for that. We fell out of touch, but I still care about her, and think about her a lot. I got messed up on drugs and lost everything right about the time we went our separate ways. I hope she is ok.
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Re: Married but am i gay?

Unread postby Hammerham » 18 July 2020, 10:38

I'm sure she is doing fine. You should focus on yourself at this point, and live life the way you desire. Start dating and enjoy life the way you were meant too.
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Re: Married but am i gay?

Unread postby Dave67 » 26 July 2020, 07:12

Do what makes YOU happy. My regret in life is when I was younger I knew I was gay and tried to reject it, hide it and felt ashamed about it. I had only had oral sex with a guy once while in HS and 2 more orals by the time I was 21 but I knew I was gay. My regret is not coming out and experiencing what it was like to have a BF especially a live in BF when I was young and experienced that. I always wondered what it would be like to be in love with a man and come out to my family. I missed out on a lot and about 35 yrs later I still wish I had and could do it. Being gay and never experiencing love with a man is a shame. Maybe one day.

Never grow old with regrets. Live your life the way you want. Happiness comes from within.
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Re: Married but am i gay?

Unread postby Dave67 » 26 July 2020, 22:09

Ander1969 wrote:There is a saying, "if you repress, you will obsess."
Now I know it's not for everyone, and my situation was totally unique, but I was able to renegotiate the terms of my marriage to include men. Once we got over the initial storm, she was ok with it. My wife's initial fear was that I was going to leave her, and many times that is the case. But I stayed with her under the new terms and she was on board. After the initial period of me slutting around, I settled down with one guy and I have no regrets.. we three became great friends and really a family unit. My wife has since passed and it's me and him and my two kids. Crazy I know but it all worked out for us.



What I have always wanted but the women I told that I wanted men too told me they were not sharing me with a man or anyone else for that matter. Tried to be honest and up front about it but it didn't work out for me. Would love to be in a relationship with a woman if I could have men too or just one man regularly. I wouldn't even mind if she was in it too if that made her more at ease.
But those type of women are hard to find.
I don't a woman for not wanting that, I wouldn't want to share my man either.
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