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Regret being too naive During seduction by older man

Unread postby Deeper69 » 15 September 2020, 14:20

As a teen with a straight, conservative, cop father, I was always really scared to accept advances made by older men. I look back and remember multiple times that bosses and older men tried in vain to seduce me. I remember one instance when I was hitch hiking home from work when I was a mid teen. While driving, he slowly slid his hand over the bench seat and would up rubbing my thighs and then my cock. I was so nervous. He asked if he could suck my cock to which I said yes. He pulled over on a dark street and pulled my coco out and gave me a blowjob. I distinctly remember him asking if I could cum for him. Having jerked off earlier that day and being so nervous, I told him that I had just been with my girlfriend and was spent. What I should have done is reach over to hold his cock. I was sooo horney and wanted to experience it but was too naive and/stupid. I regret that opportunity because I really wanted to suck his cock.
Another series of events led to my manager at a restaurant I worked at was constantly grabbing my cock every time I had to go into the cooler to pull out product. Was was always wanting to kiss me also. He was not a handsome man and I always wiggled my way out of the situation. He was probably 10-15 years older than me. Even though I was seriously interested in being seduced and wanting to suck cock, I was too stupid, scared, naive, whatever to Allow it to happen. Now I fantasize about how big his cock was and how much fun I missed out on. I look back and fantasize that he was trying to seduce me and groom me to being a fuck toy for him and the 2 older male owners of the restaurant. I dream of being in the office and having all 3 of them taking co tell of my body and feeding me their cocks and breeding me. I also dream of them setting up party’s in the restaurant during off hows to use me to be a party favor for all of their older friends.
Does anyone else relate to any of this?
I really regret missing all those years of fun that I could have had. Anyone have any similar stories to share? I’d hate to think that I am the only one.
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Unread postby Eryx » 16 September 2020, 02:33

I think we should have already gotten a forum area for fan fiction by now, that's what I think.
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Unread postby Derek » 16 September 2020, 02:40

It must have taken a while to type that with one hand.
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Re: Regret being too naive During seduction by older man

Unread postby Deeper69 » 16 September 2020, 12:10

Unfortunately this is true and I was genuinely looking for others that shared these type experiences growing up. Didn’t think it was an invitation for trolls but hey, whatever makes you feel good.
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Re: Regret being too naive During seduction by older man

Unread postby Stephen68 » 17 September 2020, 12:50

I am beginning to think I have led a very sheltered life all these men throwing themselves at you what have I missed out on
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Re: Regret being too naive During seduction by older man

Unread postby Deeper69 » 17 September 2020, 14:12

It makes me wonder also. I mean that I recognized the most overt come-on’s, but I have to wonder how many others that threw me a “look” or made a subtle pass at me that I didn’t recognize. You have to appreciate how naive I was when I was that young and I had no idea that I would turn out to be bi. In my older teens the light bulb started to come on that I liked having my cock sucked by another male (probably because I was too immature to keep a relationship with a girl that would lead to sexual acts). I must say that it was a very very confusing time for me. As I can imagine it was for most others. I just kind of am jealous of the alot of other bi and gay guys that recognized things early on and were able to take part in all that fun. I really didn’t come to terms that I liked to suck cock until I was in my early to mid 20’s and then it took me even longer to come to terms that I sometimes like to swallow depending on my playmate. So yes, I guess it was a very sheltered life back then. I can only think of what would have happened if the internet was a thing back then because I only had used porno mags to look at and read to develop my outlook on sexuality back then.
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Unread postby Stephen68 » 17 September 2020, 14:58

Do I take this further or stop now
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Unread postby GearFetTwinkRomance » 17 September 2020, 15:54

At very few times I would have had silly daydreams about writing snailmail letters to an older guy of similar multi interested mentality, but then I was like 14, scared shitless of what possibly could happen, if just someone could ,by chance, find out. They would burn me at the witch pole. So I was too scared to get romantic ideas, and I used to be ashamed later, having allowed such dreams to arise.

After I turned about 30 years of age, they always were younger guys in them dreams. I wrote poems for them and sonata, sinfonies, and they never existed, never were gay. I wanted to bake cakes in heart shape and paint a heart on their roof and I thought it would be sweet if we could have sheephead stew together, or walk the bush to find us some snow hare or deer.

Okay, I hope that's not that intense. Just wanted to share some thoughts on this.
I never dared talking to some younger guy about such silly dreams. I was scared of getting hit by their GF/wife and so forth ... on I wrote letters to older women, mostly. Not about romance, of course.
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Unread postby Jryski » 17 September 2020, 18:18

I don’t regret anything. If I said no, then I was uncomfortable with something at the time and I’m glad nothing happened when I said no. What’s nice is that you’re able to do stuff now so instead of looking back at all the things you could’ve done, why not look forward to all the things you can do?
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Re: Regret being too naive During seduction by older man

Unread postby Valso » Today, 01:53

I don't bother having regrets for things I can't undo or turn the clock back to redo better. Having regrets is pointless and leads to absolutely nothing.
But I do fantasize about having Doc Brown's car and going back to a certain point in time and space to have sex with... myself. :lol: That's the first thing I would use the DeLorean for.
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Unread postby Jzone » Today, 05:05

Oh, Valso, that is a fun fantasy. I could totally seduce my past self.
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Re: Regret being too naive During seduction by older man

Unread postby MichaelWSF » Today, 14:48

We share similar stories, at least the sexual stories. I was picked up by a 38 year-old man when I was only 17. It led to many additional encounters, but initially I was so nervous I couldn't stop shaking.
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