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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby MarkF » 20 October 2020, 23:06

René wrote:God fucking damn it Derek, please tell me you haven't just driven this very promising new member away. :runaway:


Just to assure both you and Eos, I don't plan on going anywhere.

René wrote:I hope this is more sarcasm (couldn't tell for sure), because, as I think I made clear earlier, I liked what you've related about your relationship with your cousin because I thought it was a very cute story and no other reason. :3


More tongue in cheek, i believe the term would be. For some reason, I seem to be getting out of Derek's comments that I'm really supposed to be some pervy old man whose sole reason to post what I did in this thread (much less anything else on this site) was so that I could use it as the starting point for a bunch of fantastical (and completely fictional) "hardcore underage incest" stories for everyone to jack off to (rather than the post in question being the actual first gay experience of a certain 16 year old).

René wrote:You're not creepy, and I don't think anyone here has much (or anything) of an issue with two gay cousins being in a romantic relationship. :)


Well, except for Derek, maybe. I can't seem to figure out any other reason for a couple of his most recent posts here. I mean, I get the "I'll leave if he does" comment, although I have no idea what prompted it, but the rest of it about the "cousin" with the ever-changing name? What's up with that? Perhaps one of the Gay Forum veterans who understands "Derek speak" could translate for me? And at the same time, since he seems to be avoiding responding to anything I said in my last post, perhaps you could tell me if doing stuff like that is a regular habit of his?
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Derek » 20 October 2020, 23:11

For the record, I didn't say you were old, I said you were creepy.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby MarkF » 21 October 2020, 01:42

Derek wrote:For the record, I didn't say you were old, I said you were creepy.


I believe the exact phrase was "some creepy guy larping as a teenage cousin fucker" (well, actually I don't have to believe, since that's an exact cut and paste from one of your original comment). While I agree that you're not saying outright that I'm old, I am saying that the statement is written in such a way to very strongly imply that you don't think I'm a teenager, either.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby René » 21 October 2020, 03:22

MarkF wrote:Just to assure both you and Eos, I don't plan on going anywhere.

:thumbsup:

MarkF wrote:Well, except for Derek, maybe. I can't seem to figure out any other reason for a couple of his most recent posts here. I mean, I get the "I'll leave if he does" comment, although I have no idea what prompted it, but the rest of it about the "cousin" with the ever-changing name? What's up with that? Perhaps one of the Gay Forum veterans who understands "Derek speak" could translate for me? And at the same time, since he seems to be avoiding responding to anything I said in my last post, perhaps you could tell me if doing stuff like that is a regular habit of his?

What I can tell you is that I think there's been a slight misunderstanding. I don't see Derek saying anywhere that he'll leave if you do. I assume you are referring to this:

Derek wrote:If he leaves, I can do the same bit if it will make you happy. Have I ever told you about my younger cousin, Cayden? We used to take these family camping trips...

The word "bit" here is used sarcastically in the meaning of "performance", implying fictional storytelling, of which what follows is a mocking example.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby poolerboy0077 » 21 October 2020, 03:49

So Derek, you never finished the story about your cousin Cayden. Did you pull off the plot to every gay teen short film in existence? Please elaborate on these fictitious yet salacious details.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Derek » 21 October 2020, 03:59

His name is Korey, please try to keep up.

Korey was always a shy kid. His father left when he was young, so him and his mom spent a lot of time at our house while we were growing up. We spent a lot of time playing together - riding bikes, playing catch, wrestling naked in the mud. He looked up to me and I always looked out for him. The other kids at school teased him for writing poetry instead of playing football. He got through it because I was always there at the end of the day to cheer him up. I loved him like a brother. I never thought that one day our relationship would grow into something... different.

(Spoiler alert, in chapter 14 Korey burns down a Kroger and gets sent to prison.)
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby PopTart » 21 October 2020, 05:14

MarkF wrote:
Derek wrote:For the record, I didn't say you were old, I said you were creepy.


I believe the exact phrase was "some creepy guy larping as a teenage cousin fucker" (well, actually I don't have to believe, since that's an exact cut and paste from one of your original comment). While I agree that you're not saying outright that I'm old, I am saying that the statement is written in such a way to very strongly imply that you don't think I'm a teenager, either.

Don't mind Derek and don't take his sarcasm, criticism or doubt personally, it's his 'thing' He lacks social graces.

Also, cousin sex isn't as uncommon as you might think. I had two (not at the same time and mine never went beyond the physical) so please don't feel judged or weird. Others are just jealous.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Derek » 21 October 2020, 18:21

Chapter 6

Korey trembled in my arms as I kissed him. Pressed close, I could feel his heart beating. His terror mirrored my own. Should we be doing this? Is it wrong? What if we’re caught? These thoughts gave way as he kissed me back. My surroundings seemed to melt away. I closed my eyes,
and all I could feel was Korey—the salty smell of his skin, the pungent heat of his body, the gentle caress of his lips. My brain became wrapped in a fog that no rational thought could penetrate. Without deciding, I knew that no worry, no compunction, no fear would stop us.

Our kiss finally ended. We looked at each other, and after a moment’s hesitation, I picked him up and carried him to the bed, placing him on his back. Immediately I fell on top of him and our mouths crashed together. I reached my hands under his shirt and began to feel his smooth, slender torso a with frantic urgency matched by Korey’s breathless whimpers. Neither of us had spoken a word, but no words were necessary.

After a few minutes, I dislodged my lips from his and sat up so I could pull the off sweat-soaked shirt over my head. Korey watched my movements, his glazed eyes following the contours of my sculpted abs and sick pecs. Silently I reached down, and he put up his arms so I could remove his shirt as well. Korey fell back and closed his eyes in anticipation of another kiss, but the desperate strain of my loins called my attention elsewhere. Before he could react, I had ripped off his pants in one swift movement; he gasped in surprise as his virgin manhood bounced stiffly against his stomach. Of course, we had seen each other naked countless times before—changing in our rooms, frolicking together at the swimming hole, our many boyhood games of grab-ass—but this time was different. He had little time to feel self-conscious, however, before my trousers joined his on the floor and I climbed onto the mattress, straddling Korey with my knees.

Again following the dominating compulsion which had taken hold of me, I gripped Korey’s hips and flipped him over. Soft lamplight illuminated in a thousand places the glistening down that contoured the rich curve of his bottom, whose rounded peaks rose to meet my gaze before sloping into the obscured valley that called me home. It would be only moments before those beautiful cheeks parted and my turgid lovestick entered his clunge.

And enter it I did. Slowly at first, conscious as I always had been of Korey’s needs and desires. With loving deliberation, I worked the edges of the tight muscle until it gave way and I could fill him with my full length. Before long, the horses were off, and Korey’s whimpers—my groans—were punctuated by the slap of our balls crashing together in pace with the furious tempo of our lovemaking. “Destroy me! Wreck my boy-cunt, daddy!” Korey cried. “Cousin,” I corrected him, while continuing to rub my shaft along the ridges of his rectum with the force of stale parmesan on a cheese grater. After what might have been second or several hours, I felt my climax coming over me. The stinging nerves of my pleasure had been laid bare, dissolving deliriously within a ripple-ringed pool dappled with sunlight that grew and grew until my version turned white. Perfect ecstasy washed over me, and with a final thrust, I deposited every drop of my hot splooge directly into his sigmoid colon.

Naturally, Korey had already come twice hands-free by then. Sweaty and exhausted, it was all I could do it roll off him and wrap my arms around him. We cuddled for the rest of the night and it was super cute.

Anyway, that’s the story of my first gay experience. Stay tuned for chapter 7, where Korey and I hold hands at a state fair and then I fist him in an outhouse.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby PopTart » 21 October 2020, 18:37

Okay, that was legit funny. :rofl:
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Brenden » 21 October 2020, 20:29

I lost it at "force of stale parmesan on a cheese grater". :rofl:
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Marmaduke » 21 October 2020, 20:48

Just so as we’re all singing from the same hymn sheet, we’re collectively choosing to not acknowledge that MarkF is obviously a catfish? I only ask so as I know not to pick holes where we don’t want them picked.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby MarkF » 21 October 2020, 22:10

Marmaduke wrote:Just so as we’re all singing from the same hymn sheet, we’re collectively choosing to not acknowledge that MarkF is obviously a catfish? I only ask so as I know not to pick holes where we don’t want them picked.


If you think I'm lying, then perhaps you can accomplish something Derek obviously can't - provide proof for that particular accusation. Then perhaps we can, as you phrase it, all sing from the same hymn sheet
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Jzone » 21 October 2020, 22:47

MarkF wrote:If you think I'm lying, then perhaps you can accomplish something Derek obviously can't - provide proof for that particular accusation.

What you should know, MarkF, is that there have been countless new members who share a barely believable story of sexual exploits only to be quickly revealed as someone other than who they represented here. It's nothing personal really. I didn't expect you to last this long, so I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. The burden of proof is on you, however, and should be easily accomplished.

Post a pic of yourself holding 3 fingers up and a paper with a hand written note saying "Jzone is a silver fox." It doesn't need to include your face, but should show enough to convince anyone you are 16. If your profile pic is you, then you may as well include your face.

No further questions at this time.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Derek » 21 October 2020, 22:53

Marmaduke wrote:Just so as we’re all singing from the same hymn sheet, we’re collectively choosing to not acknowledge that MarkF is obviously a catfish? I only ask so as I know not to pick holes where we don’t want them picked.

René seems oddly invested. I haven't quite figured out what makes him tick since he became Horny.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby René » 21 October 2020, 23:08

Derek wrote:
Marmaduke wrote:Just so as we’re all singing from the same hymn sheet, we’re collectively choosing to not acknowledge that MarkF is obviously a catfish? I only ask so as I know not to pick holes where we don’t want them picked.

René seems oddly invested. I haven't quite figured out what makes him tick since he became Horny.

I'm invested in encouraging members who make what I perceive to be high-quality, net-beneficial posts to stick around and keep posting. There is no sexual element here.

(I hardly even watch porn anymore. I have two actual guys to be getting on with (or at least one + photos and memories of the other when not physically with him), which is enough for me and typically feels much more fulfilling than porn or anything else that might turn me on.)
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Jzone » 22 October 2020, 00:40

René wrote:...what I perceive to be high-quality, net-beneficial posts

Noted. Damn specific, but noted.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Derek » 22 October 2020, 01:42

René wrote:
Derek wrote:
Marmaduke wrote:Just so as we’re all singing from the same hymn sheet, we’re collectively choosing to not acknowledge that MarkF is obviously a catfish? I only ask so as I know not to pick holes where we don’t want them picked.

René seems oddly invested. I haven't quite figured out what makes him tick since he became Horny.

I'm invested in encouraging members who make what I perceive to be high-quality, net-beneficial posts to stick around and keep posting. There is no sexual element here.

(I hardly even watch porn anymore. I have two actual guys to be getting on with (or at least one + photos and memories of the other when not physically with him), which is enough for me and typically feels much more fulfilling than porn or anything else that might turn me on.)

You're horny for cutesy crap. Even obviously fake cutesy crap from some rando with a catfish avatar.

It's alright, I don't mind being the bad guy of the forum. Like Poptart said when he wasn't busy busting his bussy for dishwasher repairmen and his own cousins, it's my "thing".
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby PopTart » 22 October 2020, 04:40

Brenden wrote:I lost it at "force of stale parmesan on a cheese grater". :rofl:

The line before it, got me. I can imagine Derek stopping to correct the use of the term daddy, to 'cousin' :P

Jzone wrote:Post a pic of yourself holding 3 fingers up and a paper with a hand written note saying "Jzone is a silver fox." It doesn't need to include your face, but should show enough to convince anyone you are 16. If your profile pic is you, then you may as well include your face.

No further questions at this time.

Ooooh! The glove is down!

Derek wrote:René seems oddly invested. I haven't quite figured out what makes him tick since he became Horny.

And according to Derek, so are Renés pants!

René wrote:I'm invested in encouraging members who make what I perceive to be high-quality, net-beneficial posts to stick around and keep posting. There is no sexual element here.
I'll buy that, René has been on a marathon engagement drive lately and I think his motivation comes from that. Mostly :keke:

MarkF wrote:If you think I'm lying, then perhaps you can accomplish something Derek obviously can't - provide proof for that particular accusation. Then perhaps we can, as you phrase it, all sing from the same hymn sheet
While it may be frustrating to have to prove yourself, the quickest way to settle the issue is to do as Jzone suggested and force Derek and Co, to eat humble pie. I would say you don't have to post your face. I'd understand not wanting to. Ofcourse they may be right :shifty: and in which case you can choose to be honest and maybe claw back some goodwill by being honest about it and perhaps people can help you to understand that catgishing is bad and figure out why you feel the need to do it or, you can just fade away quietly and carry the embarrassment around with you.

Personally I hope your genuine and I'm willing to give you the benefit of the doubt.

Derek wrote:Like Poptart said when he wasn't busy busting his bussy for dishwasher repairmen and his own cousins, it's my "thing".
For goodness sake Derek. It was the washing machine repairman! :(

It's like you just don't even listen anymore, I blame your shift to liberal woke values. :shake:

Atleast you've acknowledged your essential role on the forum, every community needs a judgy old spinster to keep the wolves at bay. :thumbsupwink:
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby Derek » 22 October 2020, 04:56

I never asked him to prove himself. I hope he doesn't. I'm enjoying things as they are.
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Re: What was your first gay experience?

Unread postby edj » 22 October 2020, 06:25

I spent my primary and middle school years in Hong Kong. When I was in primary school, my best friend and I found a box of straight porn magazines that someone had tossed. I think it was too early for me to respond physiologically to the pictures, but I remember being fascinated by the men, while my best friend kept on about tits and snatches. I leafed through the magazines looking for cock shots. Couldn't care less about the breasts and pussies unless there was a dick somewhere near them. There was this one photo that is burnt into my memory of an older man (in hindsight, probably in his 50s) standing naked with a woman lying on a lounge chair, head at crotch level, gazing at his erection. To me, it looked massive, and that absolutely thrilled me. I saw in other photos women sucking cocks, and I was fascinated that it was even possible, and it was something I wanted to do, but specifically, to the cock I'd seen on that 50 year-old man. I kept some of those magazines, and while I went through puberty that photo was a repeated source of fantasy for me.

It wasn't until middle school that I had my first sexual experience that wasn't autoerotic. By then I'd watched porn flicks, albeit straight, and knew where penises went and what happened when they were stimulated enough, but really hadn't given any thought to how to get something like that started. My mom was at work every day, and hired a driver to pick me up from school and drive me home, and he'd stay a while after. One day, I started trying to grab his crotch. My classmates played this ridiculous evolution of tag or catch, where the goal was to avoid getting your crotch grabbed (don’t ask me why: weird shit happens at all-boys schools). It was genuinely an innocent game to me, not sexual at all--until he gave up trying to stop me and I found myself rubbing his erection through his pants. I then realized that the "game" had changed. He started to fiddle me, too, and soon after I was living out my fantasy. I distinctly remember him warning me, and trying to push my head away when he was close, and me deliberately pushing my head down so that he would cum in my mouth. Of course I swallowed. It was my first load ever. I was 13 at the time. He was probably in his 40s, married with kids. I don't pretend to have the wherewithal to navigate the moral implications of his actions, but I thoroughly enjoyed myself, and still get excited thinking back. I remain attracted to more mature men to this day.

Our escapades continued for a few years, and graduated to anal. In the repressive culture that was Hong Kong in the 80s (not that it’s likely much better today), STDs were not in the social consciousness, so of course it was bareback, and of course the cream pies were internal. He wasn’t much for reciprocation, but I didn’t mind. I got off on the idea of him pleasuring himself with my body. I was quite sad when he got fired for some reason, and it came to an end. I was never able to reproduce the pure eroticism of that relationship.
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