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Death

Unread postPosted: 26 April 2020, 00:23
by erti
I’ve been thinking about it lately and woken up fearing that I was going to die soon. I’m scared. I see the dead and I don’t want to join them. I’m scared. I don’t know for sure what’s going on. My mind hates me. I can’t trust myself. I can’t trust anyone else. Not anyone. Death is near. I will end up dead and idk what death holds for me. They’re telling me I’m going to die soon. Not sure what to do. I need to run away. Things are disastrous. No rest for the wicked.

Re: Death

Unread postPosted: 26 April 2020, 00:28
by Derek
Girl stop posting and get help.

Re: Death

Unread postPosted: 14 May 2020, 06:35
by ShedShadow
Or... You could try to seek spiritual guidance. It is hard to get a hold of reliable psychics, but it could benefit you.

Re: Death

Unread postPosted: 21 May 2020, 20:06
by ShutUpAndBeHappy
We'll all end up dead. No one is special in that regard. Death is after you as much as it is after everyone. Or rather, we're probably after it.

Re: Death

Unread postPosted: 21 May 2020, 20:15
by erti
ShutUpAndBeHappy wrote:We'll all end up dead. No one is special in that regard. Death is after you as much as it is after everyone. Or rather, we're probably after it.


I have periods of panic and crying spells and voices are telling me that I'm not deserving to live. Right now I'm having my meds increased today. I'm probably still stoned right now since yesterdays fun... lol well not so fun.

Re: Death

Unread postPosted: 22 May 2020, 16:05
by harel
erti wrote:crying spells and voices are telling me that I'm not deserving to live

My dear, do you realise that you are probably suffering from schizophrenia, i.e. you interpret reality somewhat abnormally? Please note some patients with these symptoms might be treated without medication. New diet and lifestyle etc. might help you. Read about this please. If this does not help you, go to a doctor. Life is beautiful (almost like my English).

Re: Death

Unread postPosted: 22 May 2020, 16:11
by erti
harel wrote:
erti wrote:crying spells and voices are telling me that I'm not deserving to live

My dear, do you realise that you are probably suffering from schizophrenia, i.e. you interpret reality somewhat abnormally? Please note some patients with these symptoms might be treated without medication. New diet and lifestyle etc. might help you. Read about this please. If this does not help you, go to a doctor. Life is beautiful (almost like my English).


I have a psych doc and I'm trying to get back into therapy but cant right now because of the covid 19. Schizophrenia or not... I know I need therapy for my PTSD and such.

Re: Death

Unread postPosted: 22 May 2020, 16:15
by harel
Good luck and mazel tov!