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New found urges

Unread postPosted: 1 November 2019, 11:16
by Teifrd
Hi I’m new here I already posted this on another board but I think it might be more appropriate here.

hello, I’ll go by the name Bobby. I’m from north jersey. I’m 31 years old. Straight. Didn’t get with a large amount of women but enough to know, or thought I knew I was straight. Over the last few months I’ve been constantly finding myself fantasizing about sucking balls. Not any specific person but I just have this almost uncontrollable urge. Any time the topic of sex in any way shape or form comes up I think, I want balls in my mouth. This might sound like a troll I don’t know, but I’m telling you the honest truth. I don’t know what to do. I wouldn’t be ashamed if I was bi but the first time I’d want it to be secret. What if it’s just an idea, I honestly try it and I hate it? I don’t want people in my town finding out I sucked so in so’s balls. What should I do? I’m assuming people are going
To say just try it. I don’t know why it isn’t anything else not anal nor hand job or blow job. I want to lick and suck balls in the worst way. But when I look at porn it’s still women but I’m focusing guessed it the guys balls. My phone is full of pics of girls licking and sucking balls. If anyone comes across it on my phone it’s ‘regular’ porn. I live kind of near a nude beach. I have off tomorrow I might go there alone and see what’s up. It’s November first a little chilly lll but I’m not bragging but I’m at least decent sized.

I know this might just seem like a rant or some guy trolling since I came right in here...BALLS BALLS BALLS lol. But this is real. I’m horny as I ever was and I have these new urges I desperately want to fill but I don’t know how to go about it. The first time I do it assuming I do go through I’d like for it to be nowhere close to where I live with someone who has no idea who I am. I don’t think embarrassed is the right word at all. It’s just this is a HUGE POTENTIAL change in my lifestyle. What if I try it and don’t like it at all and never want to do anything of the sort again? That’s why I’d like the privacy. However if I do this and want to keep going then yes I’d like to meet more people closer to me.

Re: New found urges

Unread postPosted: 8 November 2019, 20:40
by Ericsean20
I'm also in NJ & frequent that nude beach. First, it might be a little too late in the season to get to Gunnison & even so, this time of year so damn cold&windy,not real good erection weather. As for your urges& desires,as long as you don't really effect to the negitive, go ahead & act on them. I was around your age when I finally gave in & accepted myself & my bisexuality,now I'm with nearly 65-70% men( mostly married like myself) & haven't looked back. As for your desire for balls, remember that they're extremely sensitive & some trust has to be built up between you & the other party. Suggesting maybe while you're blowing him , gently work on licking then taking one carefully in your mouth at a time. Good Luck

Re: New found urges

Unread postPosted: 15 November 2019, 15:41
by GearFetTwinkRomance
You're probably what they call bi-curious. Not straight, as most women don't have balls. Nothing wrong with having Bi fantasies.

You always could try this with some random anonymous hook up, arrange an ONS date one of those mobile appz they use nowadays, get someone from an cruising spot ( risky because of STD's), or, even try a callboy, escort service guy.
Some guys are sportive enough to do Autofellatio and suck their own balls even.

Re: New found urges

Unread postPosted: 26 November 2019, 09:21
by kenzie_matt
Any luck?